Saturday, May 20, 2006
12:35 PM
i realised i've learnt to let go.

cause since people around me just dont give a damn, i guess i shouldnt too.

e.g

1.sok's major burst on NOT READIN WHATEVER SHE WROTE ON THE BOARD. wth? how do you know we didnt read? how you know we didnt TRY TO LISTEN IN CLASS? how you know we dont give a damn?

you JUST KEEP JUMPING INTO CONCLUSIONS. in the end, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO DONT GIVE A DAMN DO YOU?

like freak. if the other people dont give a damn, you cant do anything can you? why the hell do you want to go and care so much. in the end when people dont read you also say ITS NON OF YOUR BUSINESS MAN.

BLOODY HELL. then why do you even care in the first place.

so basically our problem is you what isnt it?

the way to treat us is like SHIT lah. everyday shout and just pissed for no bloody reason. you think you're so great meh? we have to listen to you isit?

2. food and funfair. our logistics group has nothing to do. and jomain just keeps complaining that the work and all that is not distributed fairly. THE THING IS if we have anything we do not disagree on anything, shouldnt we raise it up? but jomain went to "lecture" me instead cause I CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT STUFF AND TOLD ME TO LEARN AND HECK CARE.

that's why i just DONT GIVE A DAMN NOW.

3. i flunked maths overall can. and it's not like I DIDNT PRACTISE OR WHAT. in fact i did MORE ok. and this is what i get lah. i see other people THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER TO GO AND PRACTISE. then WHY SHOULD I EVEN DO SO MUCH IN THE FIRST PLACE. I SHOULDNT EVEN BOTHER. WTH. and ms yeo thinks that i think too highly of myself. IF I HAD THOUGHT TOO HIGHLY OF MYSELF, I WOULDNT EVEN PRACTICED IN THE FIRST PLACE. and then my parents is going to jump into conclusions and say that i dont bother again lah. WTH MAN.

4. feeling feverish after band yesterday, i came home and practically fell asleep on the bed at 9 after bathing. and this morning i got beaten for SLEEPING TOO MUCH. yay man. this is such a nice reason. and i didnt have lunch today cause my dad refused to buy for me and i was punished. yay. what i life i lead. wth.

i still feel feverish and LIFE SUCKS.

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